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thinking ’bout narcissism

Lately, I’ve been thinkin’ about narcissism. I’ve been thinking that my x-husband is a narcissist, my brother is a narcissist, my nephew is a narcissist, my brother-in-law is a narcissist, my boyfriend is a narcissist, my dad was a narcissist, … Continue reading

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beauty and the beast

“Beloved I need to love you – every aspect, every pore.” And this time God said, “There is a hideous blemish on my body, though it is such an infinitesimal part of my Being- could you kiss that if it … Continue reading

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good luck with dat y’all

the recent events, legislation and global government activity which, all taken and strung together make up the contemporary short history “Policing of the Internet”, make for a truly thought-provoking and new realm of philosophical speculation. In our lifetime, just a … Continue reading

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good-time charlie

My dad used to describe a certain type of man as a “good-time charlie” and this appellation often came to mind while I was ‘in a relationship’ with X.  I’m going to call him X if you don’t mind, to … Continue reading

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abusive individuals, groups, and nations all mentally ill

ok, here it is, my theory: Individuals who abuse others:  bullies, household tyrants, wife-beaters, child-abusers; Groups & organizations who abuse others (individuals or groups):  this includes not only KKK, for example, but organizations whose modus operandi is deliberately taking unfair … Continue reading

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thinkin’ bout elitism and the Great Civilization Pretense

elitism: masking your own fear of life in a life-long pretense of so-called “civilization” while passively endorsing the suffering, despoiling, torture and killing of whoever and whatever threatens the illusion of being a game-player rather than a game being played … Continue reading

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French Intellectuals 2

“I grow warm, I begin to feel happy. There is nothing extraordinary in this, it is a small happiness of Nausea: it spreads at the bottom of the viscous puddle, at the bottom of out time – the time of … Continue reading

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French Intellectuals

“He is always becoming, and if it were not for the contingency of death, he would never end.” ― Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea What is it about French Intellectuals? When I read even a random sentence of JP Sartre’s I am filled with … Continue reading

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good luck with dat y’all

the recent events, legislation and inter-global government activity which, all taken and strung together make up the contemporary short history “Policing of the Internet”, make for a truly thought-provoking and new realm of philosophical speculation. We can look at human … Continue reading

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the abyss

when I was a child I would lie awake at night, aware of the abyss. The abyss was outer space… infinite emptiness and darkness… dotted with tiny sparkling lights without which, the darkness would have swallowed one up completely.  The … Continue reading

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