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thinkin’ bout elitism and the Great Civilization Pretense

elitism: masking your own fear of life in a life-long pretense of so-called “civilization” while passively endorsing the suffering, despoiling, torture and killing of whoever and whatever threatens the illusion of being a game-player rather than a game being played … Continue reading

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French Intellectuals 2

“I grow warm, I begin to feel happy. There is nothing extraordinary in this, it is a small happiness of Nausea: it spreads at the bottom of the viscous puddle, at the bottom of out time – the time of … Continue reading

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French Intellectuals

“He is always becoming, and if it were not for the contingency of death, he would never end.” ― Jean-Paul Sartre, Nausea What is it about French Intellectuals? When I read even a random sentence of JP Sartre’s I am filled with … Continue reading

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oppression: suppression of expression

Oppression, suppression, repression, compression, depression:  what do these words have in common?  Pressure. Oppression, suppression and repression are words we often hear in conjunction with descriptions of frightening-sounding national regimes.  When we think of Oppression, images of dictators:  Hitler, Stalin, … Continue reading

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good luck with dat y’all

the recent events, legislation and inter-global government activity which, all taken and strung together make up the contemporary short history “Policing of the Internet”, make for a truly thought-provoking and new realm of philosophical speculation. We can look at human … Continue reading

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the abyss

when I was a child I would lie awake at night, aware of the abyss. The abyss was outer space… infinite emptiness and darkness… dotted with tiny sparkling lights without which, the darkness would have swallowed one up completely.  The … Continue reading

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global consciousness vs. the NWO II

so, as mentioned earlier, I, lilysoleil (as I refer to my alter creative underlying and fermenting self) as opposed to my social persona – the one people see out and about, a perfectly interchangeable cog living out the American Dream … Continue reading

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global consciousness vs. the NWO

one can’t help noticing lately, as the ‘world’ becomes more and more global from one day to the next, that two major trends of ideology are fermenting, infectiously spreading, polarizing and dichotomizing one another and their two camps of humans–like … Continue reading

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coming into her own

lately, when at a social gathering, I’m more interested — for the first time since pre-puberty, in listening to women express themselves — tell their stories, than in flirting with men.  In fact, I’m beginning to realize and acknowledge to … Continue reading

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sistas 2

Not to be redundant, but lately, I’ve been thinking about women. I’ve been thinking about women because I’ve been learning a lot about the world through the internet news sources, which are of course, a true breath of fresh air. … Continue reading

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