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Every day I think about him. All day, every day. This has been going on for months.  I’m not happy about it.   Every day I try to move on, to get over him, to stop my mind and my … Continue reading

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thinking ’bout narcissism

Lately, I’ve been thinkin’ about narcissism. I’ve been thinking that my x-husband is a narcissist, my brother is a narcissist, my nephew is a narcissist, my brother-in-law is a narcissist, my boyfriend is a narcissist, my dad was a narcissist, … Continue reading

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One Gorgeous F*ing Smile

 One Gorgeous F*ing Smile    I suspect Ger might not wish to be identified with Alice’s dreamscape Chesire Cat Whose grin so defined, that all but grin disappeared. We sat in pairs in HTHSC typing class with Ger directly in … Continue reading

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What is an American?

What is an American? An American isn’t well-educated.  Education, like everything else in America is related to money:  how much you have or don’t have.  Education in its true sense of the word, doesn’t matter to Americans; in fact, possessing … Continue reading

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beauty and the beast

“Beloved I need to love you – every aspect, every pore.” And this time God said, “There is a hideous blemish on my body, though it is such an infinitesimal part of my Being- could you kiss that if it … Continue reading

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good luck with dat y’all

the recent events, legislation and global government activity which, all taken and strung together make up the contemporary short history “Policing of the Internet”, make for a truly thought-provoking and new realm of philosophical speculation. In our lifetime, just a … Continue reading

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good-time charlie

My dad used to describe a certain type of man as a “good-time charlie” and this appellation often came to mind while I was ‘in a relationship’ with X.  I’m going to call him X if you don’t mind, to … Continue reading

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The Look in Their Eyes: brief descript

“The Look in Their Eyes” is a story about the existential connection between the “look in their eyes”and the question of the meaning of existence. The Look is a look of Want.  It is primitive, in the sense that it’s … Continue reading

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abusive individuals, groups, and nations all mentally ill

ok, here it is, my theory: Individuals who abuse others:  bullies, household tyrants, wife-beaters, child-abusers; Groups & organizations who abuse others (individuals or groups):  this includes not only KKK, for example, but organizations whose modus operandi is deliberately taking unfair … Continue reading

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response to Henry Giroux’s clear-eyed take on today’s American far-right-ism

index.php?option=com_k2&view=item&id=7086:the-scorchedearth-politics-of-americas-four-fundamentalisms June 5, 2012:  lilyfield says: I read this article and liked it very much.  I think ‘fundamentalism’ is a good description of the extremist mentality of America’s government and society these days.  It is so strange to be in the midst … Continue reading

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